The moment you stop allowing other people to dilute or poison you with their words and opinions will be the moment you begin to shine.Listen to me, I know how you feel… You think there is no other way, you think there will be no one else. You start to believe those spiteful comments.
“you’re worthless, you’re stupid. Why am I even with you?”
The constant critism, the blame shifting and hostile glares. Words can be like knives, They can cut you open, and what breaks your heart the most is knowing there will be no apology. Only silence and sarcasm as they refuse to listen to your cry for empathy. I know. I been there. Being stuck in confusion unable to express your feelings for fear of upsetting your partner. HE DOESN’T LOVE YOU when he refuses to apologize for all those things he said to you when he was upset because it is “your fault” for picking fights in the first place.
HE DOESN’T LOVE YOU when he watches the way your heart breaks with every word he says and doesn’t have the need to hold you or take it all back.
…I know because you don’t destroy the person you love.You start to believe that maybe it is your fault. Maybe you are being crazy after all. I am here to tell you that you are not. You are so fucking smart. God blessed all women with a gift that we all like to ignore and that is our intuition. Don’t let those toxic words poison you. Please don’t waste another day of your life feeling worthless. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO APOLOGIZE…for crying, or voicing your opinions.I know you feel lost when all you ever wanted was to be loved. You need to love yourself and be strong enough to walk away. Even when you feel you are breaking apart, because trust me love there is someone waiting to fix it all up.
But your blades don’t hurt when you have no fear
You’re trying to keep me suffering